- Frenchie is away for longer than we expected. His contract at his current job has been extended. No idea for how long. He was supposed to be done at the beginning of June, but that's going to happen anymore.
- I'm lazy. When I started this blog, it was all about following my fitness goals and having a place to put my goals, trials, successes and thoughts I haven't been to the gym since September 2009. I'm afraid to hurt myself, but I'm also afraid of the way my jeans are starting to fit, my lingerie is looking and thinking it's time I do some squats or start dancing more.
- Anxiety. It pops up at the worst moments. Right before a meeting (one that I only have to sit in with 200 other people and listen). On the train on my way home. On the train on my way to work. In my RCIA class. Randomly throughout the day. I need to start tracking my symptoms better. I'm a firm believer in patterns so if I notice one, I should be able to prep myself accordingly and hopefully midigate the effects.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Therapy Tuesday: Frustrations
I am frustrated with a lot of things in my life right now.
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I'm sorry you're feeling that way. :( I know it's not fun. Your blog post sounded scarily familiar to feelings I've been having lately, so I can totally relate. I hope things get better for you soon!
ReplyDeleteHopefully it won't last long for either of us Kate
ReplyDeleteAt least you know you can choose how you feel :)
ReplyDeleteThe mind is a powerful thing. Use it wisely!
I feel ya love. I am an optimist 95% of the time, then something will happen and send me off and I can't even see the sun shining, I am so dark in my thinking.
ReplyDeleteIt will get better! :) You are not alone, so remember that when you feel this way. And that you have e-friends who will help you through! :)
I highly recommend tracking your symptoms. It will help make you more aware of what is going on and what is triggering it. Eg. Don't write "high anxiety on the way home"; write "high anxiety on the way home because somebody's backpack ended up in my person space for a moment and I felt trapped." Then you can identify the trigger. I found it helpful to write down the time and symptom and then later, once I've calmed down (and that was sometimes days), revisit the issue and think about the cause. It helps because next time it happens, you can think "this happened last week. It's not that big of a deal".
ReplyDeleteCaution: this really does sound easier than it is but it is totally worth it.